This blog is created to honour the end of my Nationals Inter-School Canoe Championship 2009 and the end of a Canoeist Career in Junior College. The 1st few post will be dedicated towards the setting up of this blog and will convey my thoughts and feeling over the 4 days event to honour the Sports which I really believe in, fought for, bleed for and gave my life to.
Happy the way life is
Wednesday, November 16, 2011 @ 1:47 AM

I haven't felt so contented with life in a very long time.

During this week I have the most intimidate time with studies. At the same time there are many events that made me look at life a bit more closely, a bit more seriously.

For one, I am still susceptible to a crush attack. I thought those days were behind me when I made up my mind that I will never fall prey to such a trap again - When I decided that a gf is not for me, and relationship is not for me. For one, I still hold on to what I hold on to that, as someone whom I fancy, it is in my ultimate interest to do things that makes her happy, just to see her smile - nothing more. I have no expectations. Unlike others, I prolly have zero interest to be attached. Who cares if I like someone, or if someone knows that I fancy her. I'm just gonna go out of my way to make her smile.

In this world, 2 things are currency, wealth and happiness. Happiness is self defined. However, that definition that hinge on the wrong lens, and when looked upon at, can produce great unhappiness. I'm really a very lucky person.

To be in control. To set my domain for happiness. Whatever the case is, I made a very honest attempt to live life in happiness, no matter the circumstence, fate. There's simply no reason to be unhappy. I will grow in strength with my mind. I shall learn to tape the source of my power. Sorry I have abandoned you for so long. I have returned, and I shall reclaim the throne.