energy cycle. Let's put up a graphic.
The idea here: Conservation of Energy. This ideal works on the fact that, when you're a positive healthy person, you be full of positive energy.
You see. The green arrow represent healthy energy. When you're at this state, you don't have any problem because your energy is so good. However life is not ideal. At various occasions, you be introduced to events which you don't want to hear or see.
Some form of economics is borrowed here. You can see the energy system as a circular flow of (income). You be introduced negative energy that upsets the equilibrium. Then you will start to feel edgy.
Behold. You will be a state where, you don't feel like doing anything because you're just feeling so bad. This may occur if you just get rejected, retrenched, quarrel and anything that is bad. Here is my theory. My theory is that, if you can expel all this energy within you, you be a good man again.
As you can see, negative energy is removed from the system. Since in Physics, energy cannot be destroyed, new energy will come to fill in place, either from nature or from your heart to restore a full energy equilibrium so that you will come back with positive energy. SO what's my point? My theory states that, if you're very distress, go all out to do the things you love in order to "expel" all the negative energy that you have. I first thought of this, and I tried to perform this by going all out on swimming. Yup, somehow when you believe this, you find some way to expel them, feel the momentum and the process, you be a happy man again. Oh well, this may resemble the taoism's theory of yin-yang. But then, I thought of this from scratch without having prior knowledge to any sources. This is just a version 1. Maybe the version 2 might include a mix of positive energy, as well as negative energy like anger and hate to have a right balance. Oh well, that's too far fetched. Enjoy =)Credits for this theory:
Economics - Circular flow of income
Physics - Conservation of Energy
Kristine Tan - Reminded me of this thingy that I thought of 3 years ago.
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Labels: Theory: Energy Cycle
We are good friends going through a tough period
If i hand over you a gun, I tell you friendship is pulling the trigger
How much would you trust me?
If you trust me, you would that I wouldn't put the bullet in.
If you don't ... ...
Had so much things to post but I realize that none of them are positive stuffs. I know 2010 wouldn't be a good year for me, a feeling since last year. My friend is right, once bad things happen, they'll never stop for a while. Friendship seem relatively fragile. I'm so close to terminating so many friendships at the moment. I have many such messages to so many people that I'm so close to sending but I save them to draft at the very last minute. I'm not emo though, if I really terminate them, I would have no regret, no remorse and no guilt because I knew that nothing would work anyway. I refuse to do so because, I wonder how, people whom I call friends once, would think. If you have 1 bad apple among the whole bunch, you wouldn't hesitate to discard. What if your whole bag of apples are rotten.
I think it's time to pull the trigger. Another, disgusting, fucked up, undeserving post. 2010. Bitch.
Labels: Rotten Apples
Today starts one of the most fruitful beginning to a MSN conversation, but … …it reminds me of a conversation I had with a friend
What defines a good friendship, a strong friendship, a lasting friendship. I was asked. I thought it had to be quite simple. I only had an answer: fulfilling conversation, one in which both could be equally engaged and participative and no other distraction. Her reply was, huge. “WHAT!? That’s all?” Very astonished and very surprised. You may think the same way, but at this time and age, such low requirements hardly get fulfilled, in fact not even close. Be it phone, people would be multi-tasking. Be it MSN, this is the worst source. Be it meeting out, there would be SMS-ing.
Her requirement was, to hang out together often. I don’t really agree with her and she don’t really agree with me. That brings me to one thing, we each have different requirement. I surveyed another on the sport, she too only requires some meet up, occasionally also can.
But then, I guess I’m cheap to have as a friend, too cheap sometimes. It crosses my thought to expel those who can’t even hold a conversation, those whom I once called friends, no matter how close before, no matter how friendly we were before. Or maybe, the currency in today’s world is no longer in conversation. But then, if a simple conversation is impossible, how the need to hang out?
This is Pool. You know... Pool. Am having a sensational chat with my friend about something related to girls. Our chat went something along the lines of some people having more luck with girls, than others. More specifically, some guys naturally has more chance with girls than others. So then I came up with this analogy, with regards to pool.
*Background information* The Balls in pool is divided into 2 division, the strip and the solid, excluding the White Ball. So the 1st person would have to break the ball to start the game
My analogy is this.
#1: Chance is only decided in 1 turn.
#2: Imagine each girl is assigned to each ball. (e.g. Wendy to Yellow Strip, Jennifer to Orange Solid.
#3: When you start the game, you break the arrangement by firing the white ball towards the group
#4: Whichever ball that enters mean you got chance with who.
Simple enough?
I propose that some people will always have that luck. When they break it, there will be balls that enter the hole, or better still, many balls for some. For some, nothing will enter. So then, the black ball is always the special ball(People who play pool will know that) I will assign the best female candidate to the black ball.
It is unbelievable but, I had a game of pool yesterday. It is my turn to break... .... and that turn left my mates stunned, jaws open, eyes wide. Curious? The black ball entered the hole. *heh heh, you know what I meant, don't ya?*
... Sometimes one move can change your life, go Miss Black No. 1 !
Labels: A Game Of Pool
Can’t understand people, can’t understand myself. Everything’s going haywire. Sometimes I do hope that when I wake up, I exist in a new different world altogether. Am I pissed with the world? or the world is pissing me?
Lab Researcher: “Initially I thought you were just plain ignorant but now I see that you’re intentionally screwing me” to the guy in AVATAR. HAHA. That’s what I want to throw at my current scenario. Oh well, you can’t put things right if they’re deliberately wrong, can you?
Woah I’m a Geek. I came up with something today while chatting with Winnie.
if you understand love, you will know that it cannot be understood.
cause someone who have been through love will ultimately know that the more u try to understand about love, the more you know it cannot be understood. In the end, they'll just say, love comes naturally. like you say, yes means yes, no means no and you don't know why, but you know love like this. The reverse is true isn’t it? if you don't understand love, you will THINK that it can be understood.
Wow. Been long since I step foot in such an obscene topic. I’m going NS in a month’s time. Shit. 1 more month to breathe the urban air before it’s good bye.