This blog is created to honour the end of my Nationals Inter-School Canoe Championship 2009 and the end of a Canoeist Career in Junior College. The 1st few post will be dedicated towards the setting up of this blog and will convey my thoughts and feeling over the 4 days event to honour the Sports which I really believe in, fought for, bleed for and gave my life to.
A Side of Me That I hate
Friday, January 27, 2012 @ 6:38 PM

I really really hated this part of me.

I really hate it.

I really really hate it.

Why again did this kind of thing happen.

Why did it happen

How did it happen

Looking back into my life, there are many many many occasions where I could possibly screw up very badly. What my friend said was right. If only I had been some other person, I would have screw up very badly. He said I was lucky, and I believe I am.

There are many people who are willing to help me. But I can't always screw up. If I hadn't been so lucky, as to someone doing me a personal favor, once again I would be in trouble.

Thank you for all the people that have helped me. I am really going through a very difficult stage of my life. And I believe when I mature, I'm going to be and have the best traits of everyone and everything. Just wait. Hazel, let's do it. 


It's difficult to be noble
@ 2:34 AM

It's really difficult to be noble, sometimes... Truly difficult.

But I can because I'm noble

It's difficult to be gracious... truly difficult.

But I can because I'm gracious.

But I can

Because I'm the master of all difficulties.

I can

I can


I can !



Self Control
Thursday, January 26, 2012 @ 12:53 AM

Control over emotion, control over thoughts, control over willpower. Without control, human are beasts.

This episode with Cherie, clearly showed me how weak my emotional system is. It can aid me and take me to a great height, but at the same time they can also destroy me

I'm on a process to continuing refine myself, challenge myself, and to see things in the most rationale way.

I am not perfect, neither do I claim to be. I aim to be a better person each day, spiritually, psychologically, emotionally.

It has taught me many lessons, many are important one. Most importantly, it can clearly taught me that I need to change.

I need to be stronger, over my thoughts and feelings. I can do it. I am improving. I know I am

For now, you have done the right thing. You have finally had the courage to tell her what you really feel. This also means, I have already let go.

It's really hard to be a gentleman at times. But I had done it. Well done kenneth! Its time to move on.

Feel happy. Feel proud! You have done what you could to keep things in check. Let's have the seredity to accept things that we cannot change.

Let's move on. Life has much more to offer. Let's aim to be even more humorous and bring joy into people's life. That's your purpose in life isn't it. You will have a way to bring laughter to everyone. You will have a way to open up perspective in every single person. You can and will. You will always be able to find words to express yourself, and bring light into things. You can and you will.

Let's do it, Hazel.

To be the ideal me
Tuesday, January 24, 2012 @ 11:39 AM

My greatest strength is my adaptation and willingness to reflect,

My greatest weakness is the extremeness nature of my character, and I have too much feeling beyond which I am able to control.

My strength are courage, creativity and I bring life to my surroundings

My weakness is I lack focus

Putting these into place, what is the ideal self I wish to become.

Lee Kuan Yew said "The biggest gift of being young individuals is that we have enough energy to start an idea, and see it through."

Life's a Gift

Every day I wake up being a new me, a new self and that's a gift.

Every day I wake up, with great ideas and imagination and that's a gift.

Every day I wake up, looking forward to the quiet time I'm able to devote to studies, and that's a gift.

Everyday I wake up, and I see the impossible turn to the possible, the difficult becomes easy, and dreams become ideas and that's a gift.

Everyday I wake up, relationship from sour turned sweet, enemies turned friends with a heightened sense of mutual understanding than average friends, and that's a gift.

Everyday I wake up, being able to put smiles on people's faces, knowing that I have made a difference in their life's and that's a gift.

All these gifts in life makes life a gift

And life's a gift that we are able to give(gift).

- Kenneth

In the end, I walk this world alone.
Friday, January 20, 2012 @ 2:50 AM

Serendity
Wednesday, January 18, 2012 @ 6:39 PM

So then I ask God, to have the serendity to accept things that I cannot change.