This blog is created to honour the end of my Nationals Inter-School Canoe Championship 2009 and the end of a Canoeist Career in Junior College. The 1st few post will be dedicated towards the setting up of this blog and will convey my thoughts and feeling over the 4 days event to honour the Sports which I really believe in, fought for, bleed for and gave my life to.
Devils' Calling
Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 9:16 PM

Its strange. I find myself once again to wake up from a sleep and found myself in a very different situation. Suddenly, I woke up feeling an stinging sense of urgency. I felt like my heart is like a time bomb, and it is set for detonation when the timer strikes 0:00. The only way to defuse, it seems is to mug entirely for my June Holidays. Whenever I try to pen down my dreams in a form of medium, somehow it always disappeared on the spot. With an exception it seemed, whenever the situation seemed urgent enough, I somehow manage to catch a hint or two. This time, the message from this dream seem to be telling me this

"Mug Hard, Mug Enough, Mug Aggressively this June Holiday or Death awaits."

It resembles a devil calling. I can't afford to ignore this phenomena. At least, it has save me from certain doom once or twice before. It's really a weird dream. Things ain't going well somehow. Recently, I have managed to attain some peace of mind by accepting the fact that understanding and comprehending a topic needs time, and time is all it needs. However with such a time bomb placed inside of me, I'm not sure whether I in the best situation to race against all odds. As gloom as it may sound, my conscious has awoken me in time to grasp my last advantage : Time. I know I will never live to see the day when I will be studying in HCI or Raffles. I know I will never live to see the day that I will stand in front of everyone and receive Inter-Sch Canoe Championship Medals. As long as I can still breathe an air of life, I know I want to live to see the day I'm in NUS and the day I'm in NUS Canoeing. I'm gonna fight for it. Thanks my conscious. That's all the help from you I need.

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