This blog is created to honour the end of my Nationals Inter-School Canoe Championship 2009 and the end of a Canoeist Career in Junior College. The 1st few post will be dedicated towards the setting up of this blog and will convey my thoughts and feeling over the 4 days event to honour the Sports which I really believe in, fought for, bleed for and gave my life to.
Rotten Apples.
Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 12:12 AM

I hate you at the moment you know it
We are good friends going through a tough period
If i hand over you a gun, I tell you friendship is pulling the trigger
How much would you trust me?
If you trust me, you would that I wouldn't put the bullet in.
If you don't ... ...

Had so much things to post but I realize that none of them are positive stuffs. I know 2010 wouldn't be a good year for me, a feeling since last year. My friend is right, once bad things happen, they'll never stop for a while. Friendship seem relatively fragile. I'm so close to terminating so many friendships at the moment. I have many such messages to so many people that I'm so close to sending but I save them to draft at the very last minute. I'm not emo though, if I really terminate them, I would have no regret, no remorse and no guilt because I knew that nothing would work anyway. I refuse to do so because, I wonder how, people whom I call friends once, would think. If you have 1 bad apple among the whole bunch, you wouldn't hesitate to discard. What if your whole bag of apples are rotten.



I think it's time to pull the trigger. Another, disgusting, fucked up, undeserving post. 2010. Bitch.

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