I am still fortunate that I get to come down for canoeing training though I'm enlisted. To train the juniors, to be safety boat along with you, and to oversee the entire training process. Looking forward to all this is all the reasons that I have to survive training in BMT(Technically i shouldn't be struggling). Things haven't been going well for me. But I feel the power again every time I laid my fingers on the paddle. Although I can't be there during training during the weekdays, but you know that whenever I'm in camp, I'm looking forward to go down.

And then, there is life after August. You won't be free to oversee training every time. Soon your university admission is going to come and you won't be around. I guess life had to be very different, to train the juniors with you, and to train the juniors without you. At some point in time, both of us will totally not have the time to visit our juniors at all. Coach may have to leave our team someday too. I think very far in fact, too far. My master plan to train the juniors involves training the 1st batch of a successful team which can eventually raise the next batch of juniors and the batch after the next. Sooner or later, one batch of champion batch is going to be raised. I guess for someone like you and me who come down whenever we can, ensuring that the lifeline of TPJCanoeing is very important for us. Suddenly I just feel like talking about all this, because I know the days where we can be together to train our juniors is very little. Looking back, I regret not making use of my time after A level properly. Looking back, I wonder what have I been doing really.

Maybe I'm saying all this because, I know there had to be a time, where all this fun will really end. I'm not emotional. I'm just cherishing the days where I'm still in the position to appreciate how fortunate I am to be training the juniors along side with you, to be safety boat alongside with you. In short, it's been fun with you around. How long can it last?