This blog is created to honour the end of my Nationals Inter-School Canoe Championship 2009 and the end of a Canoeist Career in Junior College. The 1st few post will be dedicated towards the setting up of this blog and will convey my thoughts and feeling over the 4 days event to honour the Sports which I really believe in, fought for, bleed for and gave my life to.
In Search Of Sunrise
Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 10:50 PM

One More Time

I'm seriously a bad person at multi tasking, or multi anticipation
Nationals is coming up, I can't really do anything
When I train, I can't study
When I play, I can't train
When I study, I can't train nor play.
Now orientation coming, it's bad.
I have nothing more to look forward to, only be reminded by the failed effort of my anticipated design. I have nothing more than a mere pawn to this grand scheme(sigh) It's nothing new anyway. I'm not good and never will be good at these things, just like some things will never work for me in life.
Oh well, when it's past, I'll get back to studies.


Designed and Water Color by Maddy Designed by Maddy and Digitally Painted by Zane

Sorry Maddy, Sorry Zane. If only I'm more able. So you can put the blame on me. Say you can put the blame on me, say you can put the blame on me, and you can put the blame on me.


Sorry to my class, no more BIG activities including things like inter house games or such nonsense. I don't get the logic why you all can not think about it until the day itself. Before anything that requires active effort on my part, I really need like a week or 2 before to really think about it. Be it competition, class presentation, and oh, Egypt trip morning assembly presentation, I can spend like 1 week to anticipate them.

I really need time to be alone and focus. I have nothing special about me, I have no special gift. My only single ability is to devote all my energy on one specified single task at a time. I need to focus on what's important and get back on track. I need to focus. I needed a break.