This blog is created to honour the end of my Nationals Inter-School Canoe Championship 2009 and the end of a Canoeist Career in Junior College. The 1st few post will be dedicated towards the setting up of this blog and will convey my thoughts and feeling over the 4 days event to honour the Sports which I really believe in, fought for, bleed for and gave my life to.
A New Season, A New Beggining
Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 9:01 PM

In the past, I would have chosen to slack, relax and take the easy way out.
I think back and wonder, If i really deserve to be here sometimes. I have arrived here merely given a month of hard work. I have become vice captain given 10 years no CCA. If all this is really true, then I guess i held my promises to you well. Until today, I still can't get over the fact if I had been more appealing. If I had better looks(baby face), brilliant IQ, excellent sense of humour, I would have been the one you've chosen and you won't risk choosing a jerk to devote your feelings for. I'm sorry you can't put your welfare in my care due to my ineptitude. I'm sorry, I can't control my past, I can only improve the future. I promised that I won't be a nerd, a conceited fool or plain foolishly optimistic. I know up till today, you still hate my out of this world optimism. I've changed. If I didn't waste my life in the past, I wouldn't be a loser at that point in time when you have met me. I won't be a loser again. I'll fight for a better future. I won't slack, relax nor take the easy way out. I'm not gonna relax, not gonna, never will I be. Goodbye Gambling, Gaming and Slacking. Hello Training, and Mug-ism.



So actually this might be a bit random. But I'm just gonna post it here. It's not some pussy cliche stuffs like what facebook is always enticing you to post about. This is original, from my head.So here goes.

Top 10 Things Of What I see as Most Difficult

1. Canoeing(TPJC Canoeing, NUS Canoeing)
2. BGR
3.1 Stepping Down From Canoeing
3.2 Not Feel Emo About Step Down
4. being a MAN!
5. Not Being Jealous
6. Not Bitching about someone
7. Being Humorous
8. Cheering someone up
9. Maintaining contact
10. Education

I really hate to say this but for such a huge and fierce GUY like me to put BGR as 2nd most difficult chore in the world for me. Oh well, in my eyes, BGR = JOKE. Prove me wrong. HAHA! Anyone who is emo about studies and wonder why education is the last on my list, I only have this thing to say: You haven't see enough of life. There are many things you can work harder than education and don't get results. In studies, as long as you put in the effort, you'll see it.

P.S. Life's good, though there's a daily dose of things to bitch about.
~ To this person, I'm not EMO ok? Heh heh~ You're a genius? Then I must be genius square! You go have your beauty sleep. I know you can't let even 3 second of snooze off. Peace ~ : )