This blog is created to honour the end of my Nationals Inter-School Canoe Championship 2009 and the end of a Canoeist Career in Junior College. The 1st few post will be dedicated towards the setting up of this blog and will convey my thoughts and feeling over the 4 days event to honour the Sports which I really believe in, fought for, bleed for and gave my life to.
The Cycle Of Needs
Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 9:49 PM

You're born on Day 1, and you survive with minimal possessions and needs. As you grow up, those needs multiply. I illustrate this because I strongly feel that human are an independent entity, without needing so much emotional satisfaction to survive. I express this because I'm getting irritated with signs of weakness. I have people claiming that they can't survive with friends, and so they believe I can't. I have people claiming that human need noise to feel alive and so I inevitably need them too. I don't get their logic nor idea. I don't need them to survive. I don't mind being alone. I enjoy being alone. Does this satisfy them? We're born with nothing, except for family bonds. We once survive with that bare minimum that we have. Why can't they survive how they survive when they haven't meet their first friend? we have no friends, and then we found some, and we naively believe that we can establish a paradise on that vague foundation. When we age, we find that these friends, most of them, will not be around, and when you part with your dear life, you will not remember friends.

So let me reiterate. I think that most people shouldn't depend on friendship so much. survive on whatever minimum they have last time. On the note of friendship, when you don't enlist their aid, they reiterate endlessly that they be there should you need them. When you over rely on them, they see you as a pest. I feel that this over-reliance is the main source why people can't be happier, and eventually, their nemesis. Can't they get it? Rely on their bloody abilities to be happy. I'm not making much sense. Maybe I'm abnormal. Maybe I'm too used to depending on myself that I find it a pain when I ever need to get help, be it problems, projects, friendship, maths, or ... ... ...or rather, I prefer myself to be helping others then the reverse.

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