This blog is created to honour the end of my Nationals Inter-School Canoe Championship 2009 and the end of a Canoeist Career in Junior College.
The 1st few post will be dedicated towards the setting up of this blog and will convey my thoughts and feeling over the 4 days event to honour the Sports
which I really believe in, fought for, bleed for and gave my life to.
A Glimpse of Silent Death
Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 8:17 PM
A Glimpse of Silent Death
I took a step back, retreated to take the shuttlecock taking a trajectory above my head when my leg encountered something hard and the next moment, I'm seeing Mr Chew massaging my palm, asking if I can experience pain. Left hand no, right hand YES! What the hell happened? What on earth happened? Time and dizziness followed me till lunchtime, and even now as I'm back home. I tried to lie down flat on the bench, when I realized the back of my head is leaning against something hard, something sharp and piercing. I tried to remove the rock with my own hands but there isn't anything there. I lie down again, I felt the stinging again. I try to feel my head before realizing that there's a flower(开花） there. I'd actually lost conscious, for 1 minute I heard? I lost sense of my surroundings. I can't even feel the impact on my palm and head. It's a painless fall.
There wasn't even a scene where I'm presented a chance to struggle my way through. I feel like if I have a body but without blood, an electronic item without battery, a swimming pool without water, a computer without windows and a human without soul. I always thought I have a soul, weak in nature, but high in willpower. Struggle through 2.4, struggle through exams, struggle in everything I do, struggle against all odds and adversity yet in such a case my struggle meant nothing.
I have been convinced that, Life's short and unpredictable, don't spend your days being sad or doing something worthless. Go out see the Sun, feel the air and get a life and enjoy it. No matter how rich, how influential one can become, in the end when you die, it's really all the things that you really wanted to do and all the right things you have done that makes you happy, not money nor reputation. Those are fool's glory.
Stupid Muhammad. You say those people who fall on their head only end up dumber. I'm gonna show and proof to you that I can fall and emerge a Kenneth Einstein. Worst still, Einstein today, Newton tomorrow, Bill Gates the day after tomorrow, Shakesphere .... might even end up transforming into a cartoon character : hopefully Dexter, not powerpuff girls. >.<
Oh well life's good. I'm still alive and kicking. Lucky I listened to the song titled "Break My Fall" the day before. I've seen worst, those moments where a fish ball nearly had me, and those moments where lightning flashed at me. *BE WARNED* If you're gonna flash at me without my permission again, I'm gonna flash back at you. We'll both end up free of packaging then. Hoho. Lame joke lame joke!
There wasn't even a scene where I'm presented a chance to struggle my way through. I feel like if I have a body but without blood, an electronic item without battery, a swimming pool without water, a computer without windows and a human without soul. I always thought I have a soul, weak in nature, but high in willpower. Struggle through 2.4, struggle through exams, struggle in everything I do, struggle against all odds and adversity yet in such a case my struggle meant nothing.
I have been convinced that, Life's short and unpredictable, don't spend your days being sad or doing something worthless. Go out see the Sun, feel the air and get a life and enjoy it. No matter how rich, how influential one can become, in the end when you die, it's really all the things that you really wanted to do and all the right things you have done that makes you happy, not money nor reputation. Those are fool's glory.
Stupid Muhammad. You say those people who fall on their head only end up dumber. I'm gonna show and proof to you that I can fall and emerge a Kenneth Einstein. Worst still, Einstein today, Newton tomorrow, Bill Gates the day after tomorrow, Shakesphere .... might even end up transforming into a cartoon character : hopefully Dexter, not powerpuff girls. >.<
Oh well life's good. I'm still alive and kicking. Lucky I listened to the song titled "Break My Fall" the day before. I've seen worst, those moments where a fish ball nearly had me, and those moments where lightning flashed at me. *BE WARNED* If you're gonna flash at me without my permission again, I'm gonna flash back at you. We'll both end up free of packaging then. Hoho. Lame joke lame joke!