This blog is created to honour the end of my Nationals Inter-School Canoe Championship 2009 and the end of a Canoeist Career in Junior College. The 1st few post will be dedicated towards the setting up of this blog and will convey my thoughts and feeling over the 4 days event to honour the Sports which I really believe in, fought for, bleed for and gave my life to.
Orientation
Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 11:40 PM

J1 Orientation 2009

What i once thought was the worst thing in life did not turn out so bad after all. Thanks to everyone who made this possible. I don't really know what to say. It's tough to see my 1st batch of junior just go by like that. I have no benchmark to compare to. If they're the 1st benchmark, I would say they're wonderful. The journey is like seeing babies struggling, learning their rope, fighting to lead the pack, struggling to break boundaries, and going against all odds.Seeing them cycling around lightens my heart. For Vajda: Kelvin, Zheng Yong, Sheng Qian, Jessie, Vernissa.


It's tough, with a sting sometimes when I look back. Most of the people whom I'm closed with usually ask me this at least once : Why am I so emotionally? Why am I placing so much emotions into everything I do and engage. Is it even necessarily?I shall apathetically stressed again that Emotions are useless. They blur your thoughts and kills your vigor/ All this feeling are man-made: the feeling of longing; the feeling of desiring and the ill feeling of departure. Why bother so much? The last tiger will mourn over its death.

I have been alone for 16 years of my life. What difference it makes to be for another year?

*I'm not emotional, but still thanks for just being around*

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